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Post by Jan on Feb 24, 2017 19:37:27 GMT
Bertje dthewalker,
I'll talk to you both, firstly Bertje, from reading your one post it would seem that you are wide open spiritually as this explains the getting hot, the feelings of having someone trying to get near etc, I would ask you to learn how to open and close your energy centres.
Do you practise any spiritual things. You may be a horse or trance medium, so the above is vital to learn to stop spirits jumping in. Yes I'm talking from experience.
Are you a bear or wolf berserk, if the answer is you don't know you must at some point go on an inner journey to meet them, dthewalker you must also do this. One method is either to do a path working exercise to meet your inner beast or do what people call a shamanic journey.
I met my bear in a very extreme way, I fasted for a week, four days without food and water asking for the bear to come. I was made to work whilst doing this and constantly provoked to rage by the guy I was doing this with. On the final day I broke, the bear came out in a full on gangr and I almost killed the bear medicine man I was with, with a garden hoe.
I had to snap myself out of it, which took sheer force of will.
That's a little about me.
If I can help just shout.
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Post by bjorna on Feb 24, 2017 23:45:48 GMT
Interesting that you were able to snap out of it on your own, jan.
P.s. just looked up Laura Grizzlypaws. I've been looking for videos like that to get some ideas.
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Post by Jan on Feb 25, 2017 8:16:37 GMT
Bjorna,
Email me as I've left out a lot of details from the description.
Shame were not in the same country as I'd dance with you and help you bring out your bear.
Can you get any black and white ochre paint, as it helps to cover your body and black out your eyes and mouth. Normal body paint will do. You will know how to apply it.
Something brought me out of the gangr, it may have been someone shouting my wife's name at me I don't remember, I had a raging fever for two days afterwards which cleared up on its own.
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Post by bjorna on Feb 25, 2017 15:06:43 GMT
I'll email you. I think I can find the paint relatively easy. It is a shame we aren't in the same country. We could learn from each other in person. I wanted to go to Europe for my honeymoon but that's not gonna happen, as we are broke and underpaid lol.
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Post by Bertje on Feb 25, 2017 17:11:52 GMT
Hey Jan, the only spiritual practice I do is meditation. I'm trying to deepen my trance ability, but I dont know how to open/close myself..
I dont know what my spirit animal is, but I do like the wolverine and raven very much. I think I must first learn to deepen my trance before I realy can explore my inner world or start an initiation..
Greetings!
P.S. Where are you from?
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Post by Bertje on Feb 25, 2017 18:27:18 GMT
Oh by the way, do you people also experience visual snow?
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Post by Jan. on Feb 25, 2017 19:02:57 GMT
Bjorna,
I may make it out to America again with the family as I have friends over there.
Oh can you get any angelica root, the Native American people call it bear root. Good on a spirit fire.
Bertje, let me think up any easy way for you to meet your spirit animal. I do experience seeing snow ice rain and other types of weather inside buildings, this is you bringing the spirit worlds into this world. What shaman call walking between worlds. I am English.
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Post by Wayland_S on Feb 25, 2017 19:26:15 GMT
To Bertje: What do you mean by visual snow?
To Jan Crate: You said, "Sun dancers have people offer them water and food to test their oaths to the people and the spirits."
This is a good point. One of the greatest modern berserkers I have ever met, or fought, Greywindsky, was a Navy SEAL. He said that during one portion of SEAL training they had to immerse themselves in the freezing ocean at night, for hours, while their sergeant walked up and down on the beach, in front of a roaring fire, grilling burgers and steak, with coolers of beer, calling out to the men descriptions of all the comforts they could have if they just just gave up, washed out of the program, and came onto shore. He said it was a very effective technique.
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Post by Bertje on Feb 25, 2017 20:22:00 GMT
Hey Wayland, with visual snow I mean like, when your tv has no signal you will see what people call "snow" on the screen, I always see this kind of snow wich scientist not sure know what it is.
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Post by arngrim on Feb 25, 2017 20:49:54 GMT
Greetings all. I have been following the path a lot closer than I thought for a lot longer than I thought, and when I came across Waylands site and started really reading into it, I felt better than coming home, that so much was answered for me. Odin was near even before I knew how to identify his prescence, and the trials and tests I believe we all have faced seek to ward the weak. I am currently preparing for my actual initiation, but I am from the States, though my heritage is all European and Scandinavian. I have no words to really describe the lightning transition I have been going through, and it is a discipline test to slow down, to experience and learn and not just get tunnel vision. I am more than glad to have been introduced to this forum, and I am receptive to any advice any of you can give, and we can share all knowledge of what has been discovered and replacing what is lost by what we forge now. Thank you all for having a place like this.
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Post by Wayland_S on Feb 28, 2017 21:39:06 GMT
Bertje:
How odd. I have not heard of anything specifically like that before, but somaferans are in general prone to visual field weirdness.
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Post by Jan on Mar 2, 2017 19:45:47 GMT
Bertje,
What your experiencing as visual snow as you call it could be your second sight or clairvoyance starting to come on. I suggest you either find a psychic development class which will help you and introduce you to your guides and animal fetch or a shaminic group. This would be a safe and supported way of moving forward and also exploring your inner beast when you are ready.
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Post by Bertje on Mar 4, 2017 13:51:44 GMT
Yes, thank you all greatly for your advice and tips. Im gonna look in my area to see if I can find people that can help me with my spiritual development. Maybe this "visual snow" is indeed something spiritual, I always suggested that everyone sees this and thougth that it is normal. Sometimes when I quickly look at an object I see some very thin transparant smokey substance coming from it, just for a moment and when I focus on it, it disapears.. And sometimes it is as everthing is covered by some soft transparant mist, it is very beautifull but its rare to see this.
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Post by Wayland_S on Mar 10, 2017 21:12:17 GMT
It could be a way that your deep subconscious is trying to communicate with your conscious mind about things that it has sensed or noticed.
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Post by HowlingFire aka Marie on Mar 11, 2017 11:43:00 GMT
Wayland makes a good point. I find my body does odd things to try to get my attention for a Spiritual, emotional or magickal energy that needs my attention. Wether it is internal of external. For me this is why meditation on a regular basis is so important. When I speak of meditation, I mean a moving meditation. I use dance but one can use running, walking or martial arts. The time to allow your mind to reflect on and notice the things that are happening in your subconscious. I think especially as Somaferans our bodies are very tuned into our subconscious, and will make the issue known, one way or another.
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