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Post by bjorna on Feb 9, 2020 17:07:26 GMT
I thought it might be a good idea to make a thread where spiritual members can talk about different spiritual experiences they've had. I was inspired to do this after my own experience last night with my Grandfather who passed away several years ago.
Recently I've been slipping as far as ny self control and it's had me worried about my job. Between my severe anxiety and the berserker struggle with impulse control, I've contemplated quitting.
I went for a drive with my mom, the only one who understands about me, so we could go out in nature and pray. I allowed all of my emotions to pour out, and began to see my grandfather's face in a tree. I don't believe it was him, rather, I believe he lead me to the tree. In life, he struggled with a berserker nature too, but managed to still hold down a job. Actually was his own boss. He told me to keep trying, and I swore to him I'd try my best to make him proud.
This was my 1st experience with him since he passed. Sometimes when he was alive, he could be a real ass. Sometimes he was scary. Interestingly as a kid, I'd say "He's being a bear again!". But he has his good points, and I feel he can teach me a lot about work and responsibility. I also feel he is protecting me.
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Post by mutz on Feb 10, 2020 1:50:59 GMT
Great experience
When I was younger I usually felt heat waves going through my body when I was getting ready to sleep... And Isaw at least trice light globes floating over me and when I touched one I felt really peaceful...
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Post by mutz on Feb 29, 2020 0:23:57 GMT
Not sure if it should be posted here.
I remembered few days ago that I experienced "time lapses"
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I'm waiting for a bus... Look around, see some guys I know will take the same bus... Few moments later I look around, nobody there and when I looked at the clock, I just lost 50 minutes...
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Post by red on Apr 3, 2020 19:21:58 GMT
Greetings.
Bjorna; you say your mother understands about you and that the two of you went out into nature to pray, would you be willing to elaborate on that? How much does your mother know and in what terms or language does your family refer to these things, especially in connection to your Grandfather's nature? You say you prayed with your mother out in nature, I'm just curious to who or what? I used to do the same.
Mutz; time lapses could be indicative of a split personality having taken control during that missing time or more specifically in this case, a berserkr nature. Could also have been a possession during that time and having that personality take over. Of course time lapses are also an a characteristic of the alien abduction phenomena and a naturally occurring phenomena, usually referred to as "time slips." Doubt either of those are what you've experienced, but those first two sounds like a good possibility. I've had similar experiences with both of those.
I personally have had various experiences I'd regard as spiritual or mystical and even more that could be termed paranormal, verses supernatural. The last thing was a vision of the goddess Hel, which I had during a self-induced trance. Only in retrospect do I think she may have been a harbinger of the coming Virus. The last one before that was a completely unintentional, not looking for it, out of the blue, very clear picture or vision of a grey wolf in a hotel room, with purple, glowing eyes. Yes you read me right. Don't think it was my fylgja. I have no clue.
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Post by Bertje on Apr 21, 2020 11:01:26 GMT
Is experiencig deja vu's also spiritual?
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Post by red on Apr 23, 2020 18:48:36 GMT
Generally no, deja vu is thought to be a natural occurrence within the brain's electrical signals, but having said that, that's just academia's general explanation for most unusual phenomena. Ultimately I don't know. I've experienced it frequently and it's weird, but explainable. There could be various potential explanations for it. Many say it's connected to things in past lives as in reincarnation, others say it's a recurrence from things experienced in ones dreams, and still others say it's a glitch in the holographic universe. That sort of thing. I would say I have no way of knowing based off my personal experiences what the phenomena is. Maybe kinda like synchronicity, depending on how strong the feeling is, what it's with, how many times it happens, and what's the context, further analysis could be performed by an individual who experiences these things in order to better understand the true origin of the phenomena, but mine aren't frequent or strong enough to do that.
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Post by arngrim on Apr 28, 2020 3:20:03 GMT
Good to see you all still on here. Red, id like to apologize as many of your posts deserve replies typed out on a computer keyboard rather then my phone so I can reference the original. I will remedy that, but technology has been hard for me to use over my hibernating winter.
In regards to spiritual experiences, me and my girlfriend were able to do an overnight tour of trans allegheny lunatic asylum a few days before halloween as she wanted to experience something paranormal. I knew before going in it would be bad just due to who i am, but had not said anything to her about it yet. Needless to say the entire night one voice kept coming through talking to me, even referencing a tree and that someone was watching him. I asked what kind of tree but the response only came through my cheap amazon voice recorder as a "Shh, ash". As if it was telling me to be quiet. Though the argument could be made that Yggdrasil may be a yew and not an ash tree, I didnt hear the response until i uploaded it and listened to it again. Came to find out that the guy who kept talking to me was a murderer there, and they even had a mask he made that had a normal exterior but the inside was a wolf. It was on every floor, in every room, from different pieces of equipment. He may have had the gangr but didnt know it until it was too late, or he couldnt contain it and ended up killing someone.
There have been many strange coincidences like that, but more recently we went to Lofoten in Norway for two weeks. We stayed in a remote fishing village. One evening we were both on the couch, she went up to go to the bathroom and i ended up blacking out as she did. Neither of us know how much time passed, but the feeling of something else being in that converted fishery was so strong i had to leave for a bit. She knows a little about what i practice and even she sees how much crazy shit happens to me, but that was the first time it affected her. I think a god was making himself known. Later she found a passage i believe in the havamål saying how couples should not "enjoy each other" in the daytime as there are many eyes upon you. She didnt fall but it was like she had been placed on the ground gently, and i was already sitting down. She said it jokingly but thinks we both died for a little there, at least in a spiritual, berkano rebirth way, and i cant disagree.
I think the important thing to remember is that while the gangr offers us the chance to be warriors, the priest or shaman side of it should not be neglected either, something I have spent the past year working on strongly, as the physical side came much easier to me. I could go on with these occurences.
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